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Yeah. I lock most of my posts. If you wish to be added, please leave a comment here and tell me why! :D
I'm not dangerous. I'm just a shy lurker who doesn't say much. But I'd love to meet new friends, so go ahead~

*uses sexy new deathly hallows icon*

Here's an update on my current situation in life:

My Psychology course has ended and I got a VG(equivalent to a B I guess? But don't that my word for it) on it. Eatherway, I'm happy pretty about that!
I'm also ALMOST done with my math course, I just have one test left that I must retake for the third time... oh well. I'll try my best still, I really want to get it over with so I can move on with a new course for spring.

The weather here's been cold but a week ago or so it got a bit warmer so now it's icy everywhere.*sob*

I'm still shipping Grindeldore like a fool. Even though I fail a bit as a fangirl. You see, I can make fanworks and such but...I think I've forgotten how to make new fandom friends or something. WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR ME? I never had any problems with making fandom friends before... D:

My sleeping habits as of lately have been pretty fucked up too... it's not good for me to go to sleep at 3AM. I guess that's why I'm feeling pretty tired right now...

There's things I'd like to do this year, it's too bad those things costs money. Which I happen to have a very limited amount of as of now.
But one thing I'd like to do once spring kicks in that doesn't cost me any money though is go out and take photos of the nature. I wont have that much stuff going on so it could be nice to have SOMETHING to do, so I might make that a little personal project or something. Who knows.

My current feelings/thought process:


Yes Kaiji, you summarize it all just fine.


Just because I'm a girl doesn't mean that I wont totally miss supposedly obvious things that happens right in front of me. Some things I can see coming miles away, some others I need good explaining to get.

I'm smart and I'm stupid, that's just who I am.

I look down on myself and rarely see myself in the same light as others might do.

I can remember people telling me that that thing I did was really good and I just smile and nod and thank them but I'm never shure if they can really mean it because I don't see myself as anything special.

If people get too close to me I try to shield them of and if I'm lucky enough they'll stick too me and try to break down the walls of protection I try to put up. If they can see trough it to begin with, that is.

I have things that I like or love that I have to keep a secret from people because of fear of being disliked and because I would feel shame. Even if I like something a lot, I'd still feel shame if people knew. I think it's odd that I feel that way but I know it's true.

With all this said, I'm very thankfull for the friends I have who can deal with me being the way I am and how I look and everything, especially the few who know me the most.

Spirit Day

Originally posted by neo_prodigy at Spirit Day

It’s been decided. On October 20th, 2010, we will wear purple in honor of the 6 gay boys who committed suicide in recent weeks/months due to homophobic abuse in their homes at at their schools. Purple represents Spirit on the LGBTQ flag and that’s exactly what we’d like all of you to have with you: spirit. Please know that times will get better and that you will meet people who will love you and respect you for who you are, no matter your sexuality. Please wear purple on October 20th. Tell your friends, family, co-workers, neighbors and schools.

RIP Tyler Clementi, Seth Walsh (top)
RIP Justin Aaberg, Raymond Chase (middle)
RIP Asher Brown and Billy Lucas. (bottom)

REBLOG to spread a message of love, unity and peace.


Oh it was fun<3
I met doraya there and she was really kind and sweet! :D
She even did an art trade with me and it was smart of her to bring it up because I probably wouldn't have myself. I didn't even have any paper with me! xD
So in the end I got a lovely drawing with Kaiji and Sahara looking longingly at eachother♥ *treasures it dearly*
I drew her an Akagi in return, as well as I could considering I haven't drawn him in a long time.
Now I also consider checking out that show they were talking about, it seemed interessting...

Mmmm, what else happened? Not much but I got a nice little sketchbook that I can make small doodles in, it looks pretty nice since the cover of it is Edvard Munch's "the scream".

Now I'm just gonna laze around and enjoy this saturday evening~

Stop caring.

Today's Psychology class was fine, it was better then I thought it was going to be and it was interessting to discuss with the other people in class about the task that the teacher gave uss.

I've also got 2 different phone numbers now so that I can contact people who're selling their used psychology books second-hand, it's nice if you can get the books cheaper when you have to pay for them yourself. Especially when even the second-hand price for this one book is about 28$ x'D

There's only one thing that's been bothering me a bit today though and it's my throat, it's all soar and uncomfy. Evil throat. I don't wanna get ill. D:


*munches on a chocolate and rasberry flavoured musli bar* ...Delicious. ;v;

Suddenly, Gamer!Farelle

My mom recently was kind enough to buy me my second game for my wii Sorry wii-fit, I'm counting you out! xD after the SpongeBob Squarepants: Truth or Square game that I got last Christmas from my brother.
So... what game did she buy for me you ask?

She got me Paper Mario for the wii!! (Actually she let me chose between that or the new Super Mario Bros one and ever since playing and loving the Paper Mario: The Thousand Year Door one for my old GC, I naturally went for the new Paper Mario game. XD )

Now I've played the first 2 worlds and have gotten my first 2 pure hearts and this far: I LOVE IT SO MUCH♥

I was surprized to find out that even though it's still very much an RPG-type of game it doesn't have the battle sequences that PM:TTYD had but I have to say that I don't mind in the slightest.

One think I like the most about the game is the whole new dimensional flipping you can do when you search for hidden clues, treasures and such, I love that sorta thing!

I really wanna play more of it right now, but I've allready played it enough today, because I think I'm developing a headache from all the stareing at the tv screen and the concentration... x'D


Not much has happenbed here lately... but I've sorta decided what direction I'll take this autumn.
It includes me signing up for the employment agency as unemployed so that I can get some kind of financial subsidies from them.
Then next year I'll apply for the adult school in time and wont have to stress out so about it. It seems like the right thing to do.

Oh btw:

Apparently I'll be in Stockholm from July 12th to 15th! I'll get to see Gamla Stan and visit Japanska torget and Skansen and stuff like that, yay! >w


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